RANDOM.

O_O second post for this yearrrrrr. well the 29 april one just now was written last year but was never published. oh well who cares. haha. hmmm... well, things are going okay. just stressed up with work and stuff. hehe. im missing a lot of people lately. but im just very grateful that i have you people back. AWESOMENESSS. hehe. well im kinda stress out bout o's too. heheheheh. you make me go insane ~ she gives me so much pain ~ i won't be back again ~ suits my situation now so much tho. trying to forget bout you.i THINK im succeeding. we'll see what happens lah k. having exam break now. so much more relax then yknow when there is ________ and stuff like that. sigh. i hope everything will go well before and after exams. same goes for stepping down. anw im supposed to be doing something very important now but nah, distracted. HAHAHA. bored lah siaaaaa ~ anw i cant wait for MBLAQ to come to singapore like seriously. ive seen beast and got fanservice from GIKWANG^^ alr now need get fanservice from any MBLAQ members preferably from JOOOOOOONNNNNN or MMMIRRRRRRRR! :D theyre so awesome lah. HEHEHEHEE. for now my heart cant seem to have any hatred towards anyone!:P i love you all k. k, im crapping. TOODLES.

First One

Its been a very long time since i blogged. but i really cant take it any more. lets just vent everything inside here okay.i had the urged to blog due to some reasons. and tada. i made a new one tho. well this first entry willl not be such a nice one.

firstly some people are just seriously irritating. and i cant believe i ever regard you as brother before. seriously, i dun think you ever appreciate what ive done and whatever hardships we went thru was because of the way you think.you were always the one pissing me off and now youre like a two faced ass. seriously lah. i cant take it anymore and i really hope that you'll change. i always wanted to reconcile but NO! your attitude towards me just makes things worst. and please lah. look at yourself you think you really can get her? kiss my ass lor. wtf. i can be a nice guy, but you chose to act that way so be it! you really like to piss me off yknow. and i have enough of it alr! its alr bad enough that ive lost so many close friends because of backstabbers and also two faced people and now youre just making things worst. all i ask for is just that you understand that i wanna make peace with you so that we re just like before. and dude, you wanna be angry with me for? have you ever thought that some things i do is done not because i want but because i have NO CHOICE. cant you just freaking see it?! ugh. and to the other you, can you stop treating me so coldly. i really dun understand you and thats why i never send hello texts to you anymore. i just feel unappreciated. and back to you up there, i put in an effort to think of what to get for you and also to even write a card for you but you cant even reply a simple text. ugh. lets just have it your way then.

tmrw is pop. i'm not really looking forward for it tho. i'll just go with the flow. and the fact that i might get ___ is just depressing. seriously. nvm. ill just push my self and i hope everything will be fine next year and nothing will cock up or screw up or whatever you call it. tmrw's celebration i want you up to there to not have a black face but to enjoy. i might not have the chance to enjoy it with you guys but i wanna see smiling faces on all your faces k. whatever happens, lets just take it as a challenge and im sure im strong enough to overcome it.